Hey Guys.

I dont know why im even bothering to Post this but I thought it would make me feel better to get it off of my chest...

Ive been Growing increasingly Difficult On myself with my webdesigns and I see no purpose in continuing...In my eyes my work is very amaturish and Just bad and ive not the Knowledge i want to have To Have the Webdesigns that i Invision...

I wish i Could Combine Custom Photography,Sketches and All Custom Stuff together but My Work just doesnt come out like that...I'll probally Not even finish my "X Prevew" but i do greatly Appreciate all the favorites (although i dont know why,Its really a bad template)

As For now though You wont see work From Me Ever Again on Deviant art....If someone wishes to have This account untill it expires Feel free to Message me and i'll send you log in information....

Also I Cant Find a second job....and i need one....and maybe im being to Limiting on what jobs i'll take and what i wont....but i dont have transportation and already work 40 hours a week In 90Degree Sun...Because my New Job that i was So Very excited to get Turned out to be Slave work....Painting CURBS and making me realize How utterly Pointless and worthless i really am.

Basicly i have Nothing to look forward to and Every day is just another Exsorcize in futility....So whats the Point?

But then,Maybe You'll all just post and Go "Oh,Stop being emo" Or whatnot but Im not an emo and emo's are just Kids who think its COOL to act like that..and thats not me.

Ive also realized that Im an athiest...Which i suppose is rahter....Different?? But it Still Reinforces the beleif Of Everything that i Do And Even Everyone else does is ultimately Pointless and Doesnt really matter..


Well,sorry to bore you all.

goodbye.